Its so funny to know we are so reckless in the world and we constantly need a support at all times. Its very difficult to stay alone for few minutes, question is not that we cannot exist alone its about the reason why cant we put up with ourselves. Everything we do carries a meaning in life, when we fail to find the reason then we become hopeless and we just give up finding reason for our action!
Am sitting at home doing nuthin but watchin movies n playin games! This kinda life sucks big time cuz its so aimless n fetches you nuthin. I know half the ppl in this world are looking for such kinda life but life is not al abt wastin time at home, m waiting for so many things in life. First things is jus the date of joinin the ship. Over the past few weeks its been so difficult to keep waiting for the mail containing the details of joining the ship but am so tired to hear its been postpond for another 2 weeks. Y am i having difficulty stayin alone and jus enjoyin the loneliness. I always imagined a life where i get to wake up at watever time i want to without the aid of the alarm clock or my phone anf grab my luch at odd hours and absolutely doin nuthin in life. all these thoughts were manifested cuz of different life stlye for 3 yrs in college which barely gave freedom to enjoy like normal human beings. But it honestly sucks to be in this kinda life where laziness is the king and u r the king of kings. Neway i have learnt my lessons and m jus regretting to have wished for such a nonsenical life. I really wanna set things rite n i can do that only if i go for sailing. Till then..................................................
i got loads of games to play n lots of movies to watch n ofcourse tons n tons of bitchin left to do.
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